College is soon :) & :(

College is soon (yaaaayy) , but college is soon(boo-whooo) lol. i take my placement test for The Art Instutite of Philadelphia on August 8,2009. Im excited to start college but at the same time im going to miss my peoples and my lovely boyfriend and by him going in the Army soon dont make it no better. I have family there, ( i was raised there) but its been a while since i was there, actully living there. Ughh, new friends, new problems, and a new life( but thats good). im excited but also scared at the same but hey gotta grow up sometimes right?

im doing this for US baby :) -- & to my parents, THANK YOU with all my love.

Always & Forever.

In Loving Memory of a King .

Michael Jackson

i made this layout just for him. no need for a long story because yall know the situation. i just wanted to acknowlegde him on my blog.

love you mike ... and you will ALWAYS be missed ...

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Your Deeply missed, In Loving Memory of a Leader.

Dafiq Q. Rasheed

Im still in shock, i really dont wanna say much because im already sad and full of emotions. just missing you crazy, JUST seen you. i hope your reading this .... you will ALWAYS be in my heart and my prayers. Rest Peacefully, love you fiq.

heeeyyy lol ... forgive me =]

i know half of you want to KILL me....lol. But i do apologize for not blogging lately. so much in my life is going on. from working non-stop, mom quitting her job, my stepfather just getting out of the hospital and me and my boyfriend arguing every other day. so stressed out i grew a GREY HAIR! but i picked it out lol. im doing much better now. you see i even took a new picture=] dont feel bad i wasnt on myspace and facebook either. i just got finished updating them. but i just cant grip my old graving to be on myspace 24/7 anymore. its becoming more like a playground to me and im loving facebook more and more. the other night me and my two bestfriends went out to eat. it was really cute ... we got dressed up and wore heels :D . it was a relief . we talked about everything and laughed until we cryed. then took pictures. im doing well you guys. what else....oh i HATE my job now. i actully called out today...the management sucks there and its boring. so right now im looking for another job. me and my boyfriend is good little disagreements ... but we LOVE each other and the title will always remain. in two weeks we're taking pictures at sears=] =] =]cant wait. the color we picked is rare. i WILL post them for yall. so hey to my follwers and much love to my newest followers. im baaack! lol .

OMG! Ferrero Rocher

my favorite chocolate HANDS DOWN! hmm i just finished a box just like this just two minutes ago. lol im not lieinggg! and the other day me and my boyfriend had got into a huuuge fight and originally i was going to just over his house and get my stuff and leave. When i met up him to go to his house, he hade a card and THESE CHOCOLATES in his hand. Then he kissed me. OMG i was so happy lol.(nice way to set me up babe) i know i seem really fat right now but, i love these so much =]

MY FETISH!

alrighy guys this blog is NOT for you lol. but for my ladies out there. ugggh i love heeeels! one of the best ways to show off your sexy legs.....i am in love with these below, its alot but maaan this is my fetish. couldnt help it lol. NO LIE if i was to buy these in one day, my total would be $1200. wow i have alot of saving to do =]

I'll get used to it :)

OMGOOOSH! i completely dont understand my jooob lol. i guest when i applied, i should've reminded myself that it was a supermarket. its sooo much you have to remember and know about. you reallly have to pay attention to EVERY SINGLE THING! i must admit, their training sessions is excellent. they take you step-by-step, and i love it! today we practiced bagging and cashiering. Bagging is waaaay easier lol. but i love challenges and i love people putting me to work. it keeps me busy and time flys that way. at first they had me working like two days a week. NOO THAT CANT HAPPEN. i want that $$$, but i put it to my manger's attention that im a graduate and can work any time. i was shocked that she didnt know that. she was like "oh reaally! thank God, i reeeally need people in the morning and evenings, whatever! yes of course i'll give you more hours!" i was thrilled. so yup making alot $$$ and i wasnt even there for a month. thats wussup. im soo proud of myself :) thinking about spoiling myself extra! even though i dont really understand any thing at this moment, as i get familiar with everything ill start progressing in all my fields and soon ill be saying "mannn that job is a piece of cake." so here i go, off to my new job! and i have a reason to be saucy.

$CHI--CHIIIIIIING$

reeeeal fast !

alright well i gotta hurry because im supposed to be getting ready for work, hehe =] . today is my first daaaay! im so excited to start!!! and i know i havent been blogging lately, thats only because ive been so busy with college stuff and this job. i really hope everything is worth it.

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im late i know -- happy mothers day to all those mothers out there. what you do for your mother ? im thrilled to know. but anyway, for my mom she got tons of card and flowers from the family. i made her a BIIG breakfast took me like a hooour. wooah! and lots of gifts. she started crying, she was soooo happy!

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kaaay ! i gotta go and i have to do my hair and thats no five minute job =/ and oh we get paid every friday so i should be getting my check tomorrow for attending that looong four hour orientation. not much but enough to buy this HIOT necklace from icing i spotted! aahhhh $$$$$$ lol

Tupac : DEAD or ALIVE ?

Im am so sick and tired of one of my favorite rappers hitting the media headlines. He's DEAD! get over it. in my opinion this dude look just like him but its not him. i compared tupac's real pictures and im sorry the ears just dont match. and not to mention he has been dead for 15 years. dont you think he will start aging by now? TMZ is always blowing shit out of proportion just to get attention. leave dude alone. even if he is still alive, let him do him. ever heard of MYOB? no yall just stuck on tryna getting your ratings up and making people believe what yall believe (f*cking media) ... and even if this is a real picture of him, at one point could've swore they cropped his picture and put that background right there. just look around his nose and the guy with the white hat on .... looks fake to me . but anything is possible. But until that possibility proves me wrong, pac is dead in my book. Lord rest his soul.

kill them with your kindness .

" never let a chick take you out of your character " .
- do you to the fullest and ignore that silly brawd .

live by it and TRUST life gets easier .

... and then he buried our feet in sand .

today was so damn cuute . today was like the hottest day thus far . and you could tell lol . everybody was in shorts and flips flops including me . i just couldnt wait until it got warm out because im constanly telling him how bad i want to walk on the beach with him . and today was the day ! well since his license is suspended until july i have to take a bus to his house , no problem . buuut i just had to go to old navy and aeropastle and get something for the weather . i told him that i would go before i get on the bus since the stop is right there . im always surprising him and popping up on him because i love seeing his face light up with excitment becuase he see's me . so as im walking and talking to him on the phone he pops up from around the corner and my face lites up ! i was chessing so haard lol . that was cute . we shopped ; ate at mcdonalds then took the bus to his house . our first stop was THE BEACH ! as soon as we got off we went there lol . it was nice and cool . the sand felt so good in between my toes and his hands felt so damn good between my hands . i loved it . we walked for about 2O minutes . we tried to put our feet in the water and it was coooold lol . we walked a little more as i listened to him "damn babe how many couples you know around our age and neighborhood , thats doing this right now or even thought about doing this . slim to none right ? " lol then he say "Babe, im so lucky to be with you ." aww he's adorable . we sit down ( on his fresh white tee IN THE SAND) and talk a bit , kissed

... and then he buried our feet in the sand . uugh it felt soo good . then he tried to make a sand ball and throw it at me lol . my day was filled with excitment and love . its the littlest things that count and that is what makes our day something to remember . cant wait for more moments like this .

Richard & De'Mia :)

i had an interview today annnnd ...

i excelled ! im beyond excited . i have an oreintation on saturday 12 noon for my drug tesst and stuff like that . then after that im off to training school . ahhhh ! im so excited to start . the guy didnt really interview me . he literally looked at me and said is your mother with you , lets get her in here. so i should be starting sooon . $$$$$$$ :)<3:d

not my style but , maaann ...

anyone who knows me well knows that i dont wear sneakers . i used to a looong time ago , but when i put my foot in some heels , thats was over lol . this summer im thinking about changing it up a bit . i told my boyfriend that he WILL see me wear sneakers a couple of times . ive seen some dope sneakers that i know people wouldnt wear and just for that .... i want to wear them . and im an online shopper for my shoes , so now i am going to be an online shopper for kicks(no surprise). heres some kicks that I THOUHGHT WAS TUFF . oh and been as though i wear a size four , they would look cute on my feet . lol i know 17 years old and wearing a size 4 .

cute hun ? reeeeaally feeling the last one . but oh yeh its official , i will have my tiny feet in some tuff kicks this summer .

swagga jockin aint the worrd .

im mostly on myspace & blogger . i loove blogger , everyone is original and have their own style . but myspace ! psssssh - maaan ; every body want to be like every body . everyone has the same type of pictures (the peace sign) and everybody say the same thing . once one person do some cool and different , here comes someone coping . some people say chill its just myspace , WOOOMP ! it doesnt matter , thats just an excuse because you cant think of something cool of your own to do . man , i love blogging . it lets me express how i feel and i could care less what negative thoughts you may have towards my blog . because its MY BLOG :D . just dont visit here anymore . thats basically all i have to say as far as those 'swagga jockers' .

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& i seen this ; thought it was sooo cute . i might just print it out and put it on a shirt on something . i post it if i do !!

wish me luuck :D

i have an interview tomorrow @ 3pm . Its at this supermarket called ACME . yesss im very excited , if you follow me ... you would know how stressful it been to even get this far. Im praying and hoping i get this job . ugggggh . just wish me luuuuck :D

-- xOmia

she's baack ?

Teairra Mari ft. Kanye West -- Diamonds

Teairra Mari"Diamonds"Ft Kanye West - Teairra Mari

KEYSHIA COLE IS DATING WHOO ??

from what im hearing , keyshia cole is dating a rapper . But whoo ?

YESSS ! MAINO. THE ARTIST WHO RAPS THE HIT

"HI HATER"

WELL , CONGRATS TO YOU TOO . I THINK THEY MAKE A CUTE COUPLE .

Celebrity Therapy: Beyonce & Rihanna

But no matter what , rihanna is my GIIRL i love her! in MY OPINON Beyonce can kick rockss .

its been a while : bussssy !

i know its beeen a minute since ive posted ; sorry for that . some people tell me they come to my blog daily to see whats up . how im feeling this week about certain celebrities , or whats going on in this crazy world we live in . so, some kidd goes and comment like 'aye deez :) so whuddup' lol i thought that was cute .

so what have i been up to ?

ughh , looking for a job . its so hard ; they all like me .. say they're going to call me back , but i wind up calling them . then everything changes . IDK ; im still going to do my thing though ;) ive also been spending soo much time with my boyfriend . im so proud of him , he found a job . A REAL MAN JOB too lol . he is so proud of himself and so am i . yesturday was his first day -- he was soo excited . he told me EVERYTHING they had him doing lol . and he showed me his uniform ; ahhh the colors is cuuute . of course its lime green <3

&OOOOOHHHH !

ive been making CD's . Lately ive made some old school slow jams ; old school ; my favorite chris brown - neyo - lil wayne & biggie songs . but my boyfriend took my slow jams & biggie one . he went nuts when he heard them . but thats alright he cant get my neyo one or that avant im about to make ;P

-& to that kidd ; thats WHUDDUP lol !

show love : LUZITY !

& yeaah man his music is TUUFF .

He come from where i come from ; call him LUZITY ! (Producer/Engineer/Writer/Artist)

Hit him up & show MAAD love myspace.com/luzity

four letter word ... L-I-F-E

wow can my life get any worse. ugh, im frustrated. Whats going on with NO ONE hiring these days. I dont get it. I just graduated high school on march 7. and im still unemployed. its sucks =[ ... im not a person that just like to sit around all day. i need something positive to do. Thats another point on to why i hate living in atlantic city. And if i want to work at the mall i catch the bus there and back home. Thats $5 a day ; NOO. a car? well my school held me up with that one. i could get my bf to take me, but his license is betting suspended on the 14th. uggggh

L-I-F-E

Hilarious SA idol videos .

College Hill South Beach; terri gets the boot.

Terri : They voted her out !!!!

Well i wasnt feeling her from the get. How you get "boy crazy" over some guy you just meet. Then not to mention you start messing around with his boy. lmaooo, thats sad as hell. Tonight's episode was hilarious. This girl just know she was frontin because the cameras was on. Everything she did was definitly un-called for. Then got the nerve to CRY when her roomates told her, her ass is OUT! Thats was a bitch move Terri. Milan, shes okay. I was with her but just dont ever let a chick take you out your character. Terri looked dumb up there. And by you not feeding in and staying calm, she looked dumb AND stupid. But you lost me when you socked the mess out of her. Welp, at least our headache is gone!

could you rock it ?

COULD YOU ROCK IT ???

new DC's .... photo credit THIZ IZ MENA

& still the baddest .

KERI HILSON ; HANDS DOWN .

through my eyes, aint nobody getting down like her right now. Her entire album is sick. no homo - she pretty , nice bod, she can sing, dance & dress. Some people may even say Beyonce got her, I THINK NOT. Bey-she can dance, sing, blah blah. But for me her time is up! She had her chance in the limelight, now let someone else get they shine on. Dont get me wrong i do like SOME of Bey's songs but verses back in the day; i loved ALL of her songs. Shes old news to me. She getting corny.She's doing the same stuff over and over. To me it seem like shes trying to hard. Not to mention shes cocky as hell. I know it good to have confidence in yourself, but she brags on it. Sorry Bey ... its Keri time to shine.

OO1 ! im new to this .

ahh im excited to start this =D ; my first blog post! most people would wanna know the basic right? uggh i really dont feel like typing it all because most people would stop reading at this point. BUUUT others are interested and would LOVE to read on :)

Hii , my name is De'Mia (dee-me-uh) but you can call me Deez. I picked it up from my friends at school. im a nice person but i keep it real with you. it may seem like im "getting smart" with you, but im not. dont take it personal. look at it this way, it is what it is :) im seventeen years old and i wont be turning eighteen until December. daaamn! haha yes i know. i live in Atlantic city. && yessss you can live there. behind the casinos is a city where people DO live. and just because its Atlantic city please do not consider it to be a fancy place because believe me, A.C has its bad sides. i hate it there. its too small and everybody know everybody. people ARE NOT original and cant KEEP to themselves. its annoying, to loud and to small, taxes is HIGH and its whack. But any who, i just graduated high school. I went to a regular high school for two years but it wasn't working for me. So i went to a military school. NOO my mother did not send me there, its actually a voluntary school. it was hard but i made it. taught me a lot. Now im working on getting into The Art Institute of Philadelphia for photography. i love it there. The atmosphere is wonderful. Im surrounded by people who want to become something in their life and not just live off their mommies. Its not an ordinary college, the teachers are actually there to help you, not teach you and leave. I meat one teacher, she was very nice and sounded thrilled to meet me. Im praying and hoping i get accepted because Lord knows as well as i do how bad i want to get accepted. If that goes well, then i start October 5,2OO9.

moving on....

Im currently in a wonderful relationship. He means the WORLD to me. Soon hes leaving to join the army.But that DOES NOT mean we cant be together. No matter how far we are apart from each other my promise will always be in effect . we're strong and i just KNOW we gonna get through this . Im going to hold him down to the FULLEST if not then mooore. His contract is only for three years, but idc if it was ten! im going to do what i have to do and get through this for US. uhhm let see. im the oldest. i have three sisters and two brothers. my real parents are no even talking but i still have a male figure in my life. My step-father Anthony; my mothers husband of 7 years this year. Hes more than a father to me no need to explain why. just know that he has done more things for me than my real father will EVER do in this lifetime. ugh what else. ooh -- i cant find a job. no one is hiring. McDonald's said they'll call me but they haven't just yet. maybe ill call THEM :) and say whuddup. thats basically it. as i become more aware of this site and post new blogs, you'll learn more about me and see life how i see it.

"never criticize your neighbor until you have walked a mile in his moccasins"

BiiiiG shot-out ; bestiiie .

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